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Outdoor Tranny Sluts Lust
I wake up really early one morning with my cock throbbing hard under the sheets. I got a white camisole on. Out of bed i go with a desire to vouyer and masturbate somewhere around my home. I'm home alone so i head out to my garden with my cock bouncing up, down & dripping cum. It's about 5am... Read full Story
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Latex succubus
The lights of the city obscured the supposedly brilliant starlight in the night sky, leaving only dim and scattered scattered stars adorning the gloomy night sky half-covered by dark clouds, and the crescent-like crescent moon guarding it in the distance makes the night seem less empty Lonely. Mayb... Read full Story
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BANGING AROUND BANGKOK
BANGING AROUND BANGKOK: THE AMOROUS ADVENTURES OF CAITLIN "MEOW" MORRISON after living and working in Thailand/SE Asia for many years i decided to write an erotic story based on some of the people i have known, venues and places i have been, and the P4P night-scene where i spent way too much... Read full Story
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Crossdressed Lana - Hannover, Germany
Crossdressed Lana - Hannover, Germany Very Sexy & Compliant Sub-Slut Is Searching For Kinky BDSM Live-Dates At Hannover, Germany!!! I Am Bisexual And Want Men, Woman, Couples And Trans For Outdoor, Swingerclub, Porncinema And Public Sex. I Love To Wear Very Hot & Sexy Clothes Like Lingerie, Stoc... Read full Story
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The Fabulous Alessia Travestita
Alessia is a real transexual. Several of her porn videos are on this site. She collaborated with me in this story. Alessia is a natural blonde haired, brown eyed, mature fifty -five year old Transsexual woman from England. She is tall, very fit, stands 5'11," 36B-26-30 and a slender 133... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 8
The girls sat cross legged sipping orange juice as the day warmed up around them. Roberts’ house had extensive lush lawns beyond the pool which shimmered in the hot sun; the pool looked very inviting to Bella and Roberts looked at the pretty sissy, his mouth watering as his cock pulsed. &ld... Read full Story
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I got anal creampied at the beach!
As soon as we got onto shore, I knew it was the perfect place. The hot sun was beating down on us and my body was tense with anticipation. Finally, we were going to be alone out in the wilderness with nobody around and could enjoy each other thoroughly. My hunky date and his monster cock were going ... Read full Story
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A Certain Perception
Kyra was not the girl of my dreams. I never DARED dream a woman that good would just walk into my life. She was smart, sassy, vivacious, intuitive, resourceful, and a real 'people person'. We met in an Internet chat room called "Working Girls". We're not talking about the kind you find in ... Read full Story
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A Game within a Game Part 1
Epilogue Rob came home from work. His wife Jenny was waiting for him. In her hands she held a letter. Jenny said: "We received this letter today. It is sad news from Marion S. We have met her and her husband John a few times - do you remember? John has had a car accident while driving fas... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 9
As they sat sipping drinks and discussing what shots would be done indoors or out; Bella’s little cock bulged in her sari as the mature redhead licked her lips as she discussed the ways in which Bella should be trussed, collared and leashed, amongst other things. Sandy stood up suddenly and ra... Read full Story
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AGENCE D'ÉLEVAGE FUTANARI partie 2
« Suspendu ? Comment ça, je suis suspendu ? » dit Alina. "Je n'ai pas vraiment le choix. Zut, je pense que je suis gentil de ne pas vous dénoncer à la police. Vous l'avez mise enceinte pour l'amour de Dieu", a déclaré le principal Pulcher. "Mais je n'ai jamais été s... Read full Story
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Stepdaughter's Transexual Surprise
I've been through two marriages in the past. My first wife died at an early age of 29 from a massive heart attack and my second marriage was a nightmare from hell, that I'm now free of. When I met Jeanie, I knew I had to take it slow and easy. Jeanie was a very nice lady in her early 40's. I myse... Read full Story
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Sadopsychorama
He liked Clyrissa. She was a cock-hungry female if there ever was one. At 5'5", she had platinum blonde dyed hair, big tits, and a tight waist. She was a hot lay. But the best thing about her - the thing that stiffened his cock whenever he saw her was the fact that she was 53 years old. Somethi... Read full Story
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How it all Began
I was in an upstate NY m4m chat room one evening when I was totally bored and again about to give up hope. Just before I clicked off I received the IM that has completely changed my life. A lil bit about me: I'm 43, 6'0, 250 and husky. There has always been a feminine side hidden deep inside me t... Read full Story
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Our special trip
John and I were having a nice relaxing afternoon cuddled up on the couch watching TV. Our relationship was shifting from all about great sex to enjoying the time we spent together just being ourselves, with me dressed up of course, and the sex seemed to me to be more loving. I'd still seduced him at... Read full Story
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Elaine & Me
- Chapter One – Our First Meeting - I had two weeks to go before the final degree exams and I was working hard. Perhaps too hard, because I desperately needed a break from the hours and hours of revision. It felt like I just couldn't take in any more detail about Quantum Mechanics or Solid ... Read full Story
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Michele And The Predator
The predator peered through the bedroom window and smiled; he couldn't believe his luck. This woman was just to his taste; he felt himself begin to stiffen as his eyes devoured her; he couldn't wait until he had his hands on her. In his mind he played out the scenario that he envisaged would soon ta... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 3
Before the audience at Aunt Jane’s house, Bella cowered before the man, who gently put his hand behind her head and pressed against her soft hair as he coaxed the sweet pale complexion of her pretty face and pink lips toward his stiff and excited member. The man so wanted to slap Bella’s... Read full Story
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Body Image
"Sit down Mona. We have to talk." He had heard those two tiny sentences more than a few times in the last several weeks. Every time he did he felt a strange queasiness in the pit of his stomach. Yet no matter how hard he tried, he could not refuse. He walked over to the couch across fro... Read full Story
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The Developing of Emma Part 2
The lush feel of the silky panties was overwhelming; even after his spent balls were drained for the fourth time there was no sating his urge to return to the store and that woman who had controlled him so easily. The reflection in the mirror was so ‘Emma’; the vision so strikingly effem... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 1
The Meet By FoxyHosed It all started when we got a new class teacher. Her name was Karen. She was a mature lady and had dark red hair to her shoulders. That first day she wore some short dark blue jeans and a brown blouse. My other classmates started whispering about her. “He-he! Have you seen t... Read full Story
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Sissy Femboy Chrissy in Drag at the Club
"Can you wear a dress tonight?" "I can't crossdress in public, I'm not 'out' and don't want to be seen that way." "That's okay. We're going to a gay-only club that has a drag queen show tonight, so you'd fit right in." "Cool, but I'll have to change when we get there." "Awesome! See you tonight!... Read full Story
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Lady Regina
I know that many say that I I’m a coward because I am comfortable living in the closet as a part time female and not expressing my special female side completely. My friends all tell me to go out and have fun and not worry about what people say or think. In spite of that, and because of the prudish... Read full Story
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tiffanylondontv becomes a captive slave prisoner and whored out
I had connected with Master X on a BDSM Fetish contact site. He was the owner of a fetish store and he said that he had been on the BDSM for several years. He had carefully studied my own profile and had seen that I had an immense interest in being used like a slut, being covered head to toe in... Read full Story
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CLUB FUTANARI
Lisa Une fille timide de 20 ans avec de longs cheveux, de beaux seins, une chatte humide et un gros secret sous la forme d'une bite géante. Elle a vécu une vie protégée mais est bientôt en route vers un nouveau monde de sexe lesbien. Marie Médecin de plus de 40 ans spécialisée dans les ... Read full Story
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Remembering Louise
The only times in my life that I can say that I have ever felt free and happy were those few years between marriages when I was living single and had my own apartment. Those were the days when I felt like a complete person. Although I could not live 24/7 as a woman because of my job requirements, I ... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 2
Just Staying a bit By FoxyHosed “Don't mention it. Now let me start on the pasta with meatballs!” She stood up from her chair “And besides, it will be nice to have someone to eat with, for a change!” She went to the kitchen to start dinner. “Make yourself feel at home!” I watched some TV ... Read full Story
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Turning my neighbour on in pantyhose Part 2
So.....there I was. Lucy...dressed up to the nines, crossed legged on the window sill. The guy next door, rock hard, almost licking his lips! I was sooooo turned on. I knew I looked fab today! Big headed? Sometimes you just know dont you? You are about to get to know me better.... Was it wrong to... Read full Story
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A Murder Misstery Finis
For those who came in late, Matt McCoy -- now Madeline Moreau -- is on the run for a crime he did not commit, and a murder which she did....as the saga concludes, Maddy vows to end her life on the lam. "Jacques, when I saw Dr. Villiers, the name I gave him was Madison Monroe. Do you think w... Read full Story
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First Sexual Crossdress Experience
How my secretary found out I'm a bi TV and how me and my TV friend educate her into some of the more zany aspects of TV sex. *** As I laid back against the wall of the toilet with my nylon-clad thighs spread wide and my erect cock jutting up lewdly from between them, the wooden door in front o... Read full Story
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Dress Up For The Girls Next Door
I’m just your ordinary guy, you know the type, women love me, I’m an electrician by trade and there isn’t a single or married woman out there who hasn’t asked me, “Can you really install my ceiling fan for me.” 6’, 200 lbs, brown hair, blue eyes, I keep acti... Read full Story
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DENISE IN BLACK FF NYLONS AND HEELS
I have a passion for corsets and black fully fashioned seamed nylons, which I like to wear with tight revealing tops and miniskirts or very clingy dresses. I always wear multi strap 10 or 14 suspenders with a tight lacing corset that reduces my waist and gives a sexy outline to my shape. My favou... Read full Story
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Stepping Out
All through the next week we searched through almost all the online dating sites and it was the same as before. Some wanted just me or just Deena, but not the both of us together. One good result was that I found a trans gender support group and they were going to meet on the next Tuesday which was ... Read full Story
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Hung Trans Lesbians Fuck Two Ladyboys
Note 1: If you like Transsexuals, Trans Lesbians, Asian Ladyboys, Big Cocks, Extreme Cock Sucking, Anal Fucking, Anal Fisting, Semen Swallowing, Role Play, Orgies, BDSM, Cock Sounding and Foot Fetish this story is for you. Note 2: All the characters are over 21. The names are fictitious, but some... Read full Story
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My Cock Dream
My name is Iris Cal. A few weeks ago, I had a dream. This is an account of that dream, with some holes and details filled in by my own fantasies. From what I remembered as I tried to write down as much of the dream as I could, I had woken up in the house in which I lived when I went to high schoo... Read full Story
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Daddy's little bitch
As a young boy growing up I always had a fetish for dressing up like a girl. When I was 20yo I had my first experience with an older man, Tony a man in his 70s. I met him through a phone chat line and we seemed to hit it off right away. He told me that he would buy me some clothes and lingerie to we... Read full Story
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Becoming a Cock Worshipper
I first realized I was bi the summer after high school. Up until then I had only been really interested in girls. Like any high school guy I watched a lot of porn and soon realized that I really liked really nasty deep throat blow job scenes. I especially enjoyed watching a girl choke and gag and... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 11
Whilst Bella showered, Ellen and Sandy went down to the poolside to ready some ice and bottles for drinks later; there was Bella’s phone, Ellen tapped in the number to her own phone, and also took down someone else’s number. Ellen smiled wickedly. “I have a very sweet idea, but ... Read full Story
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The Making of A Sissy Part 12
Bella tried not to look too downhearted as Sandy dropped the pretty sissy back at her Aunt Jane’s. She told her to keep her chin up, keep the phone well hidden and use it to call her whenever she liked, regardless of what time it was. Her aunt smiled wickedly at the now primly dressed sissy as... Read full Story
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Bike Shed Rendezvous
Chapter 1 A meeting you can't refuse The sun is shining brightly, but the ground is still damp from the morning's rain and the air is very cold. It's lunch time and you quickly walk across the College car park to the sports pavilion. Becky your sweet heart has told you to meet her and she's been ... Read full Story
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Caught V
Synopsis: Mummy caught me cross dressing and sent me to stay with Auntie Teresa to address the problem. Auntie caught me two days later and interrogated me into confessing my desire to dress like a woman and my interest in men. Aunt Teresa ordered me to the living room. She said, "I have dec... Read full Story
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The feeling you get,when wearing female attire
Since I was 14,I started wearing women clothesborrowing my sister;s bra,and panties,putting them when I would shower,how the felt against my body,pantyhose,clinging to my legs,the cool sensation as I would walk across the floor.I even tryed on her majorite out fit,with thigh high boots,it was hot.no... Read full Story
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Transsexual Son / Daughter
Now I’m a 51 year old mother of one and watching my Daughter who’d been once my son putting on that very nice silk blue bra from Harrods department store and lift up her huge breast in to them made me so wet. Now seeing my son all now transformed and transitioned in to a beautiful woman ... Read full Story
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First Time Sissy Maid
I had been fantasizing for many years about serving a dominant Mistress, watching lots of movies online, and generally lusting over the doms I saw posting ads. At the age of 28 I finally found the courage to answer a rather intriguing post by an older woman and her trans partner who were looking for... Read full Story
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I and the old man's story 后面中文
I am from Chongqing, a boy who loves his father. When I was young, my neighbor aunt always said I looked like my sister, like a beautiful girl. At that time, my family was relatively poor. My Sister, my parents, and my family of four lived in public rental housing of less than 30 square meters. Star... Read full Story
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Sissy Slut Reunion
Rob had moved back to town and called me. He had just moved into his new place and he wanted me to come by and talk. I knew what he really wanted from the tone of his voice, because I wanted it too. He said he had been thinking and dreamed about me the whole time he was away. My spirits lifted and ... Read full Story
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Dame et jardinier
Piotr se tenait sur les escaliers de la villa de Klonowa Street, située dans le quartier à la mode et riche de sa ville. Il était environ midi par un chaud samedi de juin. C'était son dernier arrêt ce jour-là. Il avait déjà collecté l'argent des autres clients avec lesquels il traitait des jardins, ... Read full Story
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LE CONTRAT DE MARGOT
Madame Margot Elizabeth Stott était l'objet de mes désirs, des désirs très secrets ; désire que je n'aie jamais eu l'intention de la laisser - ou qui que ce soit d'autre - le découvrir. Mme Margot Elizabeth Stott avait, au moment où je l'ai connue pour la première fois, environ 45 ans, peut-être ... Read full Story
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LE GARÇON DE LA BOUTIQUE DE LINGERIE
"Asseyez-vous Robert", m'a demandé Mme Conley. C'était une femme plutôt grossière et autoritaire qui s'en sortait pour 50 ans, je dirais. J'ai fait ce qu'on m'avait dit et j'ai attendu qu'elle - une responsable principale des réclamations à la bourse du chômage où j'ai "signé" pour réclamer mes allo... Read full Story
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UN RENDEZ-VOUS ROMANTIQUE ⚧️⚧️⚧️
Alex mordilla sa lèvre en fixant le test d'anatomie devant lui. Après une semaine épuisante de finales et de sessions d'étude nocturnes, c'était enfin son dernier test. La liberté était si proche qu'il pouvait presque y goûter. Sa jambe rebondit anxieusement alors qu'il remplissait une autre série d... Read full Story
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CONTES DE FEMMES TRANS TOPS ⚧️ ⚧️
Être coincé au bureau tard un vendredi, c'est toujours nul. Alors que je remarquais que des subordonnés et des collègues quittaient le bâtiment alors que l'horloge sonnait cinq heures, certains d'entre eux s'arrêtant à la porte de mon bureau pour me souhaiter poliment un bon week-end... Read full Story
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SISSY JESS, COCU PAR MAMAN ⚧️ ⚧️
"Jess, Jess, j'ai besoin que tu m'aides à porter les courses." Jess gémit et, coupable, il souhaita que sa mère demande à quelqu'un d'autre de l'aider. Il voulait juste regarder toutes les autres filles sissy sur Twitter et obtenir son petit « excitation » dur. Il desc... Read full Story
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TO BE OR NOT TO BE - PART 4
TO BE OR NOT TO BE - PART 4 by Spanky de Bautumn Part 3. Everybody was working hard for opening night when tragedy strikes and Sunny has to make a decision. Walking back to the hotel, I was lost in thought. I was excited but at the same time scared to death, confused and clear of mind, think... Read full Story
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A pervy uncle invited me to his house at 10 PM..!
It's been 8-10 years now, I had this amazing experience. I was standing at the bus stop in my area/street(my daily routine), one uncle was watching me but I ignored eye contact as I feel awkward the way he was looking at me because I act straight in public and I felt that he's seen my girly ... Read full Story
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How it started
What got me started off watching shemale porn was actually meeting a very beautiful shemale at a beach party. I already knew she was a guy but she was so beautiful. So at one point I asked her if she wanted to go for a walk and after a few minutes and let her know that I was down. Her response was ... Read full Story
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First time doing that!!
So I love to dress like a girl and have done since I was about 15, but being married and all it’s a bit hard to do it very often,. I’m a local tradesman so am out all day in my van and have a good knowledge of the area I live in, or so I thought. About 2 miles from my house is a crushing site tha... Read full Story
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Quick trip to the park
Monday Morning again, I hate Mondays, why can’t the week start on Tuesday! Thought Justina ,while she stood semi naked in the kitchen drinking her coffee with a semi. I finished my coffee and made my way to my bedroom to get dressed. As I entered my bedroom i spotted my new dress i’d bought on S... Read full Story
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3. ΣΥΝΕΧΕΙΑ ΝΟ 3
Πολλες φορες ειχαμε συναντηθει απο τοτε.Αφου μεχρι και τα ονοματα μας ειχαμε αλλαξει σε γυναικια.Εμενα μ' λεγε Σοφια κι εγω τον ελεγα Τζουλι.Ενα Σαββατο λοιπον ημασταν σπιτι του που ελειπαν οι δικοι του, μας ηρθε η ιδεα να κανουμε παρτουζα.Το προβλημα μας ηταν το τριτο ατομο.Ρε Τζουλι του λεω τι θα ... Read full Story
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Tracy tranny vampiress
Following tracys virginity being taken she became more demanding and started to try many kinky requests demanded by the men who fuck her until now she is a mature filthy slag who has tried most things and never refused any form of legal sexual activity and now belongs to a fetish site and attends fe... Read full Story
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Alternative Plans
Another Goth Trans Girl Confession I really enjoyed my first sexual experience. I had gone to the local adult entrainment store and purchased some toys; a butt plug, a 10inch purple dildo, some lube and condoms. I would occasionally play with my toys while watching some internet porn. I loved ro... Read full Story
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Being Barbi's Bitch
After ten wasted years of foolishly trusting in love to 'cure' me of my femininity, I had only just begun to re-embrace the sissy inside me when something made me reach out to an old friend. What made me do it, I really don't know. Although I was once again revelling in even the smallest aspects of ... Read full Story
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Interracial Sissy Story
(Some prior notes about me, this story and my writings: If MALE bisexuality, crossdressing or interracial sex bother you, don't even bother reading this further, much less commenting. Many have had secret fantasies about what it would be like to be the opposite sex, during sex. Some of my influences... Read full Story
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1st Transsexual Affair
Paul's cock was hard as a rock and with a penchant for sleeping in the nude, its fat length pressed against luxurious satin sheets. The dream of searching for a urinal or bathroom now became reality. He stretched, groaned and yawned his way off the comfortable bed and padded across the room. The mar... Read full Story
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Deep sexual fantasy part 1
Let me start off saying that i am a spiritual person, deeply believe in god and TRY to follow his way (which is hard being the sexual person that i am)....but i feel like this is a good way to air out my sexual desires. Imma start off my talking about my sexual experience. I first lost my vi... Read full Story
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Mi comienzo como Tv
Desde muy joven me atraía la ropa femenina, tal vez a mis 14 años ya sentía esa atracción no normal que nos hacen creer a los "hombres". Para ese tiempo no existía como hoy en día estas redes o paginas sociales, les comparto un poco de mi.... Como les decía a esa edad comenzaba mi interé... Read full Story
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My Seductive Secret (True Story)
During my childhood, me and my brother used to play with two other boys who were our neighbors every weekend. One day we decided to wrestle, and I took on the youngest one, (he was about 2 years younger than me, like my brother) and we wrestled in the shed while my bro and his bro (who was my age) w... Read full Story
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Cumming and peeing in public while driving.
As I have previously posted, when I have my cock ring on a weird sensation exists, I feel like I need to pee more often than normal, but about 90% of the time I feel like I am going too cum. Weird one today, on way back from checkup at the doc, driving home, I started thinking about taking my coc... Read full Story
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More from my closet....
......being single is so better to play my games, no wives to take up my day, no one to lie to anymore about where I went... I had a layover for 3days in Vancouver last fall, three days all to myself, with the aid of google maps I found the local steambath for men. Steamworks it was called, set... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 5
The Bus Station By FoxyHosed I looked around, but no one was there. It was dark and pretty cold night outside. I felt the air blowing around and up my pantyhose encased legs and ass. Mmmm nice. I started walking to the bus stop a few blocks further down from the school. I felt very attractive g... Read full Story
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The Day I Went SheCock Crazy
I summed up courage to meet up with my old shemale flame Fransicca (she is a Malaysian but living in indonesia) ... messaged her, she sounded excited and asked if i minded her friend joining us. 'Why not' i said. It was settled. we booked a villa for the next day. I checked in early. cleaned up ... Read full Story
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Damssel with car distress
I wore sexy stockings and braces, and I put on a short pencil skirt and above the knee before I took the 1979 Saab 99 GL for a ride. That day my old Saab was in real pain and I had to work the shock. When I finally got to drive my old saab, it still sounded a bit sick. It chuggs and squirts a lot an... Read full Story
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Cogiendo con travesti
Hola, soy de Colombia. Siempre he sentido pasión y deseos por las travestis y me encanta su sensualidad y lo femenina que se ven.. Siempre soñaba con estar con una bella travesti hasta que se me dio la oportunidad. Conducía mi moto una noche y de repente en la calle, en un anden, vi a una voluptu... Read full Story
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Lope
Je suis une salope C’est un des fantasmes récurrents de la majorité des hommes qui aiment se travestir. Et j’avoue que l’idée m’a souvent excitée. Alors que j’étais avec ma femme dans une boutique de lingerie à Pigalle , des dessous très sexy entre les mains, un homme d'un certain âge a surpri... Read full Story
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K*dnapped & R*ped
"You're nothing but a tease, a flirt, you just like to play around and lead guys on," someone messaged me on the swinger site I'm on called AdultFriendFinder. "No," I replied, "I have actually hooked up with guys I met here, I am just very busy." And that is the truth. I work a full-time job and ... Read full Story
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Gangbanged at the beach
My BBC friend took me to the beach, where people make sex. We arrived in his van. I was in the back of the van, chained blind folded, with my mouth wide open and a huge horse dildo in my sissy pussy. Suddenly I hear the van door opening. I hear many voices of other men. My BBC friend was telling oth... Read full Story
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The WearFemme
The times between his fantasies have begun to shorten and he knew it wouldn't be long now. One chance glance at an outline in gym shorts as a guys walking in the wind, or seeing a girl with similar features wearing revealing clothing. The thought of it is almost overwhelming now and he has to focus ... Read full Story
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SISSY AWAKENING
- Trou de gloire du sex-shop - "Hey bébé, quand est-ce que tu rentres à la maison?" le message texte bourdonnait doucement. Sortant discrètement le téléphone de ma poche, je tape "Même heure que d'habitude, juste après 5 heures, pourquoi... quoi de neuf ?" C'est mon amante Sarah, ma meilleu... Read full Story
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I got humiliated in a catfight
Im a crossdresser and I am very feminine and extremly dainty. I was attracted to a man at a park I went to. He knew I was a crossdresser. I would always say hi when I saw him, but that was it. One day he asked me(on a rainy day as I was getting in my car), do I have a boyfriend am I bi, he wanted to... Read full Story
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Darkness Fantasies #2
Darkness The engine warning light was blinking rapidly, its red urgency causing a rising panic in Jack. Limited mechanical knowledge, an unknown area of the county, pitch blackness and hammering rain, none of these signs a good omen.He groaned inwardly as the engine coughed, spluttered and then jus... Read full Story
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Hello!^^
Ciao! this story was created with the help of google translator, so do not judge strictly. I'm trying. I try every day to be better and more confident, but for now I'm still afraid. it seems to me that I can disappoint or not live up to expectations that they will ridicule and mock me, I’m afraid th... Read full Story